From Dreamless Green to a Tapestry of Bone-White Dreams
My body complies too much with sabotage. As blame is thrown, I watch it return with a force I capture in chemical absorption. He said that the body is all we have, he said that ignoring the body is why some philosophers can never write poetry like mine. He has said too much. 11 july 2024 In recent dreams I see participants of the past constructed in yarn be unlaced and sewn back— all my friends from times that don't belong to me drifting in absurdity. And when I come to, mornings acquaint me with a child: splitting image of my mother. Day becomes the hem of a dream collecting finer particle memories; exhaling not love or adoration—what I thought I’d miss, but clarity of conversation; an evasive, perturbable ache in my chest. While I narrate these visions of sleep to him, record betrays that I long and yearn; an off-putting nostalgia threatens me through dreams. Metaphors of the body do not seem so marvellous to me; history obviates idealism, to begin with, and so app