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the four parts of her heart

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The letters felt heavy in my sweaty palms. I read every one of them and now I wish I hadn't. In some part of my brain, the truth was something I was already aware of. I just wish I knew it earlier when you began to fall so hard, so that I could tell you this might hurt. But the truth is I didn't know then.. With every word, something closes up around me because these letters are real feelings. Someone felt these words and decided to pour them down on paper. Someone I know, got their heart broken.  And like a movie showing a flashback, I saw you and everything there was to see without a rewind button. without end credits or a sad song.  I regret watching you slip away when I know I should have done something. Now, I have these letters to remind me everyday of what I didn't do. I almost feel fearful of it, like I'm holding something dangerous, something that might possibly explode. but I'm right, they are dangerous. That's the reason you gave th