a sad story.



the beauty of some memories a
in its sadness.
on cold rainy June mornings,
i think of millions of such sad memories.
to think of
in itself is a painful effort.
yet we still think of them
memories that are sometimes so faded and yet, pulverize our soul like a stab from a friend.
and then; the irrevocable realization that everything gone is irretrievable.
a deep, dark void.
rains create a melancholy song- song that sings everybody's sad story.

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